||[10 Jun 2006|11:59pm]
June 5th i had my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Her name is Keira Christine Blackman!!!!
She was 5lbs 14onzs and 20 inches. She is just the cutest little thing
the only bad thing was i had to have an emergency c-setion. Her umblical cord was wrapped around her little neck and when my contrations were comming it was getting tigher around her neck. I went into the hospital because i was having labour pains on saturday but then sent me home because i was only about 2 centimeters dialated. So then i went back to the hopsital on monday 24 hours later beacuse my pains were still there and i wanted to see if i was getting any closer but the nurse had told me that i was still only 2 cetimeters. So they wanted to send me back home again, but then the nurse said they would put me on the montior because they wanted to hear the babys heart and just see if everything was ok, so i was on the heart montior for a while, and then all of a sudden there was like 4 people in my room 2 doctors and 2 nurses, and i looked at my mom and i told her i said i think there is something wrong and she said no, i guess trying to keep me calm but i could tell there was something wrong. Then the next thing i know i was being pushed into this other room where they were hocking up so many things to me they put a mask on my face and by this time iam just crying because i have no idea what is going on and no idea if my baby is ok or not. And then they had to put some sort of a machine on my babys head when she was still inside of me so they could see if everything was ok, and then i guess they realized her heart rate was dropping and that her cord was around her neck so they said they had to take her out and they had to get her out really fast.
SO they wheeled me into the emergency room and they tired to put the needle in my back like 5 times, my goodness did that ever hurt and then they told me that my spine had a bit of a curve in it so they couldnt get the needle in the right spot. So they to,d me they would have to just completly put me to sleep which was kidnda scary because i dont remember much after that they put the mask on me and then i guess i was out and then the next thing i remember i was waking up in a room and my mom was there, and when i tired to move i realized that my stomach was really sore and my mom asked me if i wanted to see the baby. I couldnt even hold her for the first night i was so drugged up so my mom had to keep showing me what she looked like. So i could kiss her head and say hello. It was really scary for a little while i was told i could have lost her if that nurse would have sent me home like she said she wanted to at first, iam so glad she didnt send me home and iam so thankful that my baby is ok and doing well.
I was in the hospital for 3 days i just got out on Thursday peter flew in on tuesday and said with me in the hopsital for the 2 nights and he is going to be here until next tuesday then he is going to be leaving and iam going to be on my own. I hope iam going to be ok, i dont like being left alone with her right now because iam still really sore iam not suppose to lift anything heavier than my baby for the next 6 weeks, and its so hard for me to move around fast enough or bend over, and when iam sitting with her on the couch i have to get someone to take her when i need to get up because its too hard to get up with her in my hands. Its going to be really tough for awhile. I feel horrible because i cant get to her as fast as i would like to. And lately my emotions have been going so crazy i find myself crying alot lately and just being so compltely overwhelemed. And the feeling over everyone trying to tell me what to do is getting to me expecailly peters parents omg are they driving me nuts they flew in from TO this weekend but they are leaving sunday morring, so iam going to get a break which is something i really need its just to much too many visoters and my baby is getting passed around so much she is probably so exhausted.
BUt other than that iam enjoying myself i love holding her and looking at her sometimes i cant beleive that iam not pregant anymore and she is actually finally here, it really does bother me that i couldnt give birth to her the natural way but iam happy she is ok and she is safe and healthy.
time for pics now.
i need to see if i got the live journal codes ok. i havnt posted pics in so long.
ok here it goes.
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Well i hope everyone enjoyed the pics.
i think iam going to take off now kinda tired plus baby will have to wake up soon so she can eat:):):)
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